England

Is killing me. Im here with my boyfriend which is why I haven’t been on at all not that anyone has noticed. Things have gone awry with the holidays and food and everything I stopped counting because he watches my every move but I need to start again I need to monitor my intake no matter what. I have been eating too much and drinking too much and I’m disgusting. Im in England till June then back home which i cant wait for.

Jan 15. 0 Notes.

the fast.

things have been going ok with the fast thus far.

havent been able to update because i have no net.

i couldnt workout this morning because had my brother over.

so i just did a 20 min workout which im disappointed about. i hate not being able to do atleast an hour.

either way i will make it up tomorrow not weighing myself till the end. so 20-something more days to go.

Nov 18. 0 Notes.

Day 2

so yesterday was pretty shitty i just felt so tired and i slept atleast 12 hrs.
as for today i have been up pretty much all morning.

i have been crocheting all morning hah my arm is sore its been maybe 6 hrs straight im making a scarf with a hood but yeah im going to run in a bit and i am on about 5 cups of water and half a piece of gum.

i usually cut my gum into 4 pieces which last me all day and yeahh

now for the shitty part.

i have been rather shaky and just not myself.

my head is a little disoriented but hopefully all of this will subside soon.

thanks to anyone who actually reads my rants.

Nov 14. 0 Notes.